Wednesday 28 May 2014

mentally ill

Again and again. qinyi , yanan and ging poh want to quit CO.
Seriously, it's really stress. But I just want to stay at CO maybe because of Irene and pei wen or might due to super EX dizi which I already bought 2 or even the time that I spent to learn dizi....thr are many many reason ....
Don't and never ever think that nursing student is very free...study different module and 3 weeks attachment for every 3 months...
I do feel like I developing  the bipolar disorder .
I messed up everything, my study , my assignment ,my dizi, my time....
I found the sounds and voice surrounding is super irritating...when ppl laughing , I feel like wanted to stab their face!
And finally, I cried ! The determination of my 2013 dizi peeps make everything goes worst!  When my tears burst out ,My ex- SL, JINLI treat me like a small kids instead she is more younger than me! She feel that I am younger than her =.= should I feel happy.Even Terry Lim also called me小妹!
But they really give lots of support!
Thanks them so much!!!!
And also my yr 1 junior ah boy, jia zhen...This ah boy ...I shouldn't called him as my junior, he got his diploma in dizi when he was 15 yrs old!!!!

But  anyway, MOST of the dizi seniors is 好人.