mentally ill

Again and again. qinyi , yanan and ging poh want to quit CO.
Seriously, it's really stress. But I just want to stay at CO maybe because of Irene and pei wen or might due to super EX dizi which I already bought 2 or even the time that I spent to learn dizi....thr are many many reason ....
Don't and never ever think that nursing student is very free...study different module and 3 weeks attachment for every 3 months...
I do feel like I developing  the bipolar disorder .
I messed up everything, my study , my assignment ,my dizi, my time....
I found the sounds and voice surrounding is super irritating...when ppl laughing , I feel like wanted to stab their face!
And finally, I cried ! The determination of my 2013 dizi peeps make everything goes worst!  When my tears burst out ,My ex- SL, JINLI treat me like a small kids instead she is more younger than me! She feel that I am younger than her =.= should I feel happy.Even Terry Lim also called me小妹!
But they really give lots of support!
Thanks them so much!!!!
And also my yr 1 junior ah boy, jia zhen...This ah boy ...I shouldn't called him as my junior, he got his diploma in dizi when he was 15 yrs old!!!!

But  anyway, MOST of the dizi seniors is 好人.

loveliness 💞

Today my CCA began with some unhappy stuff...
Make my interest towards dizi keep dropping due to the teacher...
Stay at sg for one yr and learn the way they survive ...complaints.
I do 'complaint ' to irene and pei wen....
But luckily this 'complaint' from me does really chase my bad mood away....

This shows how I feel the love
And make me feel that sometimes friends that know u for longer time can't really do that...
Irene and pei wen show how should 'friends' look like...and yet I m from malaysia staying at sg now and peiwen from sg Irene from hongkong but sg PR but now at sdyney ,qinyi and yanan from china.
All of them are lovely...

busy life

Do always back to school do practising directly after go off from hospital.
It's really super tired, especially the next day is morning shift.
Anyway I still enjoy both the posting and practising dizi. Nice staff at ward 3 and cute Co peeps accompany me practice until late at night....
I m going to enjoy my 3 yrs study life in singapore very much.....

陶醉。华乐

有时候老师的确是蛮帅的。

看到老师一脸陶醉样

突然想去学二胡。。。

不过。。。。

笛子也是很不错的。

两位很强的senior cum alumni...

这首 dream on you本来就很好听

被nypco演绎过后更加听上瘾。

刚拿到这首歌的谱 就知道笛子不是玩主音

看了video才知道原来是老师solo.

要等这个video upload 去youtube要等很久，

所以就事先'拿'来欣赏,

怎知道一听就无法自拔。。。

周末'日记

读书，就只是读书，没别的意思。

也不全然只为了读书，也是因为不甘愿。。。

不甘愿些什么吖?

对，就这个!

那个傻瓜 C+ 溜了出来。

我必须让它给滚回去。

LoL

Hello!
I' m only 21 yrs and 8 months old hor!
old? No! Is 21 yrs and 8 months young.
those aunty and uncle said I m 18
And those young ppl said I m 30
Okay! The aunty and uncles I agree will u all.
But those young ppl, wats wrong with u all.
hey, come on! U guys have to get a better doctor to check ur eyes

事态严重

虽然我不是他们那一掛的，但是从这次足以在历史上留下难以磨灭的事件看到残酷的事实。
这种情况在马来西亚也是第1次发生。为什么就不能体谅一下呢? 那种惊慌失措 手忙脚乱的感觉。
别以为政府真的不紧张，毕竟这种意外史无前例，应急的方法没办法参考别人。
不只是把自家飞机弄丢了，连同自家孩子和别人家的孩子一同弄不见。换成是你，会害怕吗?
要给别人一个交代的同时还要临危不乱的面对嘴巴犀利的媒体记者。搜不到飞机，即使他们是国家高层官员也无法给于大家一个满意的答案。就好像，你问医院的医生 病人今天的urine output是多少一样。医生绝对回答不了你。
飞机那么大，也找不到? 对不起，飞机看起来是不小，可是你永远不晓得一个宇宙到底有多大?有多少个太阳系?
可见人类之渺小。
宇宙放一边不说，就讲地球好了。一架飞机动用了不少人力资源 船舰 飞机， 客机的行踪都依然是个谜。只要能够寻找到客机的下落，用什么方法都一样。为什么要恶言批评有心想帮忙的人呢? 除了会坐在电脑前 或捧着手机讥笑别人的人那么厉害 为什么就不去帮忙呢?至少人家肯去丢脸。你可以不喜欢 你或许觉得丢脸，可是有些超自然现象就是连科学也无法解释。
别人在那头忙得焦头烂额，有些人无法给予帮忙却还在另一头做些恶意评论。这些时候不是最需要支持吗?
为什么就不能撇开政治呢?为什么要把事情政治化呢?这样在别人面前批评自己国家有比较威风吗?
举个例子 尽管在家与父母闹得不和 一旦出到外面嘴巴依然是緊閉。有什么不满回家再理论好了。在外公然指责自己的父母只会让人觉得自己很没教养，甚至让有心人乘虚而入，让别人指着你父母的鼻子大骂，你会好受吗?如果你无所谓，请你下次轮回不要做人了。
不是要帮'他们'说好话，只是觉得不要把救人的焦点给模糊掉。在别人面前自家人打自家人不是件光彩的事。没有必要把家丑告诉全世界。这只会给人看笑话。自己人不帮自己人，期望别人帮你吗?
忙着起内讧，有时间团结吗???
做人要中庸。态度造就一切。